bluebell**^^**

    刚醒来，头有点晕，身体红了，痒了。看看手机上的时间显示，现在是3.30am。我不禁感到惊讶。哦，对了，我喝红酒了，至少6杯。躺在床上享受黑夜宁静的审判，我思索自己异常的行为。第一个念头闪过∶我是个坏女孩吗？其实疯狂地喝酒后所带来的后果就只有“痛苦”可言。每次同舞蹈团出去表演，都会接触一些名门，接触酒的机会更加大。没有试过那么醉，除了去年暑假后去厦门表演的那一晚。

昨天在欢快的国庆日宴会上，跳舞的时候我犯了一些小问题，虽然能够自觉地神不知鬼不觉地改过来，但是我还是很不开心，很在意。平时不会犯的错，竟然在那么重要的演出漏洞百出，不能原谅自己。我很在乎别人对我的评价，更在乎自己对自己的评价。哦，完蛋了，我给团长俊元的印象一定大打折扣了。现在的心情真是……很想哭了。：（

来宾们对这次的演出非常满意，领事也称赞我们的落力演出。我很开心。虽然有错失，但是也为自己是CT的一员感到荣幸，很难得有一班可以合作的伙伴。自从告别了中学快乐的华乐合奏生活，CT就好像生命中的一部分了。随着毕业脚步声临近，我知道此景已将快远去，希望能好好珍惜眼前，仰望未来。

全身很痒，但是坚持将自己的感觉写下。下次不要再自我毁灭了宝贝！！

"Hari Kebangsaan" mean "National Day", again, I will celebrate our country National Day in China. There have a big celebration of Malaysia National Day at Garden hotel tomorrow, organized by Tourism Malaysia in Guangzhou. Our Malaysia Cultural Troupe had prepared for the performance. Obviously, we have prepared this performance long time ago, blessing for a wonderful performance tomorrow~~ yoyo~~~~ ^@^

In Conclusion, happy National day for Malaysia~~~ Selamat Hari Kabangsaan kepada Malaysia~~

Hoho, movie comment again. To fulfill my satisfation, keep watching movie to avoid the loneliness without boyfriend. Anyway, quite enjoyable. ^@^

Potter’s character needs a new place when she finds her boyfriend cheating on her, so finds what amounts to a large closet with a window for rent at $500 a month in a luxury apartment that is given to four models. They like to rent out the "extra room" for a little spending money. But these models are funny, say the darnest things. Along with a Great Dane man that runs and knocks Potter down every time he sees her - except the last time! Moreover, the plot truly isn’t terribly important, but it involves an FBI agent (Prinze as his act name) trying to solve a diamond smuggling crime ring while falling for a pretty art restorer (Potter play as Amanda in film). Hehe, It would be a very straight and un-funny film without the four models ( Ya, they are real super model in America, take a look, baby~~beauty~~ yoyo)!!

The dialogue in the plot are very funny most of the time. Wonderful friendship and love relationship have been shown in this movie, take a look, if u haven’t watch it before, strongly recommended for this movie. Yoyo~~~

In the morning, I waked up at 8.15am. After preparation, I went to settle my mobile phone payment. Worried for the whole night yesterday. Haha~~ After that I went to the nearby music instrument shop, searching for my lovely guitar, wahhh, it’s very expensive for the guitar price that I wanted. Considering to buy a guitar which can strick into electrical line, yet it’s cost around RMB480. Although the price is acceptable, isn’t it the suitable time for me to buy it? Ohh~~ angel and evil surrounding above my head…… At last I didn’t purchase.

To fully satify my will, I have purchased a white wine in Jusco. haha, it’s my first time ohh, because someone told me that white wine can move our blood in circles, can keep on recurring. Due to a healthy body in the future, hoho, I bought it for sure.

Ohh~~ got to go now for my lunch with friends. See u.

Unhappy today when I had received a letter from telegraph office. I extremely overwhelming for the payment amount of RMB119, which didn’t my own willing. I have stopped using this handphone number for such a long times ago, since last year. Suddenly sent me this letter really make me felt uncomfortable. Feeling like crying now, what can I do except shrewdly pay the hurge amount.

Today, felt so relaxing sitting on the chair in hostel watching this movie "Sofie Verden". To fulfill enjoyment of ease and comfort, I have got no choice due to limited selection in our school movie website,hehe, actually I have already "destroy" most of the movie last semester.

^@^Marvelous!!

In this movie, Sofie is an ordinary Norwegian girl. One day she recieves a video tape on which a certain Alberto Knox talks directly to her from ancient Greece. They then start to meet at different occasions and throughout the film, Alberto takes Sofie on an odyssey of the history of philosophy, from ancient Greece, over the Roman empire, the Middle ages, the renaissance, the enlightenment, the big revolutions and up to today. Throughout this journey, they start to realise that they are only fictions of a story writer’s imagination and start conceiving a plan for escaping into reality.

Overall the whole plot in this movie is acceptable. I haven’t read this novel before. If I previously know the plot I would rate this film higher than I did. For those who read this novel comment shown the commentate of "Sofie Verden" novel is higher than this movie. Nevertheless, the story was engrossing and thorough, even though not all the philosophers were included and only a short introduction was given to what they represented. Difficulties have been discovered in every part of the plot yet, followed the plot to find out something new in philosophic. Bringing extraordinarily surprise through remind those well-known history fragment. Though, those recondite history background strongly suffering my brain, I’m a so called history-blind.

Oh, who am I? where I’m come from? An unsolved question for the human begings……

长篇小说 * 作者 夏娃

    最近久违的头痛又临到我身，今天纵然阳光普照，但是我竟没有力气欣赏这美景。当所有的力气离你远去的时候，支点失去平衡，四肢无力、头昏眼花。宇宙在哪里？呵，忘了吧，已经没力了。

    有人说，寂寞的人容易想到人生的问题。是真的吗？我想是的。我是个不太懂得计划人生的人，回想起自己在大学毕业之后的生活，简直苦不堪言。本来我可以很舒服地回到我的祖国台湾工作的。但是我却选择到遥远的威尔斯（Wales）继续就读我的国际公共关系硕士。不想立刻步入工作的行列，也不想回家。是我在逃避吧？是的，那段时间我刚与拍拖了五年的男友分手，心灵受了很大的打击。不敢太过表露自己的感情之下，选择到异国开始另一段生活。离开也是种解脱。人随着年龄的增长对于身边的事情会看得比较淡及简单，甚至回归于更加原始的方式。总而言之，一切会变得很好。拿到我的硕士学位之后，我立刻进入媒体服务。那时候我已经有一个对我很好的男朋友。事业的忙碌，感情逐渐显得不那么贴近，常常要相隔两地，我也变得不那么在乎，因为越在乎便会越烦恼，结果只会不能自拔。我大了，懂得处理了。对爱的体验变得不一样了。

    床变得舒服，意志不再有知觉，只愿让模糊的梦与现实沉睡，睡美人的幸福来了吗？病情复发的频率越来越多了，我真的很害怕……

To be continue….

Today, in the midnight after dance practising, I’m still alone, as usual, in the hostel. Suddenly, I inadvertently saw this movie, ^^ watch it for sure~~ hoho~~

Actually the movie of Harry Potter and the Prisoner of the Azkaban have been shown for a very long time ago. Overall the whole plot in the film is acceptable. If I didn’t previously know the plot I would rate this film lower than I did. haha, I truly didn’t watch this movie before. Though this IS Harry Potter and he still has the midas touch.

To fully appreciate the movie, prior knowledge through reading the book would be most beneficial, it would allow you to fill in the many blanks.

Anyway, as a stand alone film would leave a viewer confused by a fast moving plot devoid of a lot of detail contained in the original book which the film quite closely follows. Concepts, background, and explanations are skipped in the movie, which gives it a rushed, incomplete feeling, even for a Potter fan.

In conclusion, this movie really allow everybody to bring themselves into full play, to elaborate a childhood imagination. Ohh~~ God bless us for a very pure heart, to be a happy warrior in the future when we grow up. Nevermore separate with fairy tales.

Plot Outline: It’s Harry’s third year at Hogwarts; not only does he have a new "Defense Against the Dark Arts" teacher, but there is also trouble brewing. Convicted murderer Sirius Black has escaped the Wizards’ Prison and is coming after Harry.

今天我本来想好好地在宿舍温习的，但是从早上开始，我便同朋友出去吃早餐。到了中午，继续与朋友吃午餐。吃毕回到宿舍已经三点了。Oh no,难道我太浪费时间了。其实我会觉得很浪费时间，因为平时我在宿舍可以完成很多东西，例如弹琴、写blog、作曲、读书……可是现在…… 不过我会告诉自己：你的生活是充实！！

刚才睡了一阵子，太累了，每天晚上都有CT舞蹈练习。虽然是很开心，但是我总是觉得自己的体力有点无法坚持到三个小时的最后一刻。最近的身体状况非常异常，老是觉得呼吸困难。无论如何，我还是很喜欢和大家一起来跳舞的感觉。

开学，时间应该会固定吧！ 不过可能会很少在这里blog写下自己喜欢的文章了，要处理的事情总是接踵而来，我要努力 ^^ 有谁支持我？ 简单的留言与问候是我最大的支持。

在暨南大学的传闻说，若不好好计算好自己的学分，那么有可能面对的是惨不忍睹的局面。有人要为超出的学分缴费，有人因为欠一个学分而必须多读一个学期。。。

我最讨厌计算的了。为什么要那么烦呢？ 哦，忘了， 暨大的传统就是一个”烦”字可言。无论如何，说真的 too bad 我很怕。 今天跳舞很累了，睡觉吧！！明天努力计算吧~~