即将告别2006，很意外地没有出去庆祝，在宿舍看电视、上网聊天。在中学时期我都会同一班华乐团的朋友一起出show，很开心地庆祝倒数。或者同爸爸妈妈一起去会馆看烟花等。会不会人变得越大，对于黯然看待这些看似换节的庆典。我想我不是这个原因吧，本来打算找人出去，但是自己很懒惰，冲完凉之后就没有心情出去了。很怀念以前热闹的日子……
回首2006年，我的大学生活也接近尾声。拥有很精彩的大学生活，我的简历上也布满了多姿多彩的活动项目。真的很感动及感慨……快哭了，让眼泪流荡在记忆的长河中，不要停止，当自己有一天不再拥有那一点点的感慨，再次寻找记忆的河，会有天使帮你寻找从前的那一点点。
回来已经一天了，今天一整天乖乖地、安静地在我的书桌前温习。很想念天天，非常后悔回来暨大。无论如何，我都会利用这段时间好好努力（在宿舍看电视）才行，呵呵。也许不见面才能够让对方了解见面的重要性，才会懂得如何珍惜。
读书真的很闷，尤其是要乖乖地坐着，真的如坐针毯。最近的天气比较温暖，不用穿得很臃肿。头发很长了，等考完试再去剪。心情很平静，挂在胸前的十字架链依然那么光辉，那是心灵发出的光吧。继续期待假期~~~
七点钟晚上我刚从香港回来，七点半就同阿日去校缘餐厅吃饭。其实在回来的途中我一直流眼泪，从搭上元朗的巴士开始到广州的火车，我都没有停止让眼泪顽皮地在我的脸上爬行。天天的回乡证不见了，所以不能陪我回来。背了一大堆行李，肩膀很累，本来期待一个很美好的结局，谁知他竟然没有陪我回来。于是我就约了朋友出去吃了一餐，很满足~~^^什么不开心的都忘记了。
天天的妈妈给了我很多钱，搞得我都不好意思，他们说这是给我的交通费。其实我不太习惯，因为毕竟自己不是他们一家人。不过，我想等自己有经济能力的时候一定要好好地报答他们。
这几天在香港日子真的很开心，天天对我的承诺都一一实现。他的改变令我感触良多，我相信他的认真一定可以成功的，他会变成一个成熟的大男人~~ 呵呵~~
回到广州的生活，继续享受生活噢~~
ps已经获准去华东的冬令营了~yoyo~~~
Time is really running very fast. Tomorrow I will be back in Guangzhou. I think I have fully utilized today time. I wake up at seven o’clock. Then I studied from 8-13pm. After that, I went with Tintin and his mother to Monk Kok. by the way, today’s weather return to cold again. The sky start rainning. However, I think it is kinda romantic. Because I like gray and rainy day.
Today, I have withnessed the situation that tintin and her mother to buy shoes. That remained me the time when me and my mother buy shoes in the market near my home. In that market you can find many stuffs that you like. Me and my family’s members always hang there to enjoy the fun and harmony. That is the harmony of "my family". That time my mother had found a pair of shoes for me. However, I told her that I don’t need it. But she insisted, therefore I finally back down. The price of that shoes was around RM30. But at that time, I really thought that was a quite a high price. To be honest, I think that to have a RM30 shoes is really a blessing. Even though it is not a high price in somebody eyes.
Every time I saw people buy expensive stuff. I can’t help but want to stop them to waste money. Actually, I understand that in other people standpoint, that probably wouldn’t agree with me. But, everytime I withness case like that, I will stop and think of many many things.
One more things is that. Today, I have been to the "temple street" in Hong Kong la. I never know that this is a very long street. The "temple street" has trigger many many beautiful memory in my mind. The "good old days", to hang out with my buddy, to perform music in the orchestra, the joy and tears to be with my friends………….
I am not sure if I can still have chance to perform musice in the orchestra. Actually, I think the chance would be very small. After all, the reality is reality. One must first solve the basic needs, then to consider of spiritual enhancement. By the way, I really not so sure if I can get a good job. So much for today la. I hope that I can have a peaceful and happy journey back to JNU. God bless.
Ohh, this is already 12:20am now, kinda late now. I have just came back from Hong Kong Disney land. I went there with tintin and his parents. The Hong Kong Disney land is really a great place, it is romantic, beautiful, and lovely. The opera showed there also broaden my horizon. ^^
Hong Kong is really a advance and fast pace city. The life over here in HK have great different there in Malaysia. I have never imagine that a ticket can be that expensive, a dinner can be that expensive. Even though 30-40HKD for a dinner is a very normal thing in HK. I really can’t adopted to such a enviroment, nor can I make sense of it. However I know, one day I needa adopt to such a enviroment.
Disney land is however, no as big as those discription or critizism from those Newspaper. it has polite and helpful stuffs, beautiful and enjoyable game and facilities, effective system. In Disney land, you are don’t needa wait for playing game for too long, everything is very effeacience. I really appreciate the "system" in HK. That is a systemmetic ruding system in running business, the effectiveness, and generousity of HK. This is really a modern city. A particular thing that really impressed me was that. When I was playing a game in Disney land, my boyfriend was so careless that he left a precious stuff in the " mountain shuttle".Of course, we were very disappointed, we thought that we might lose it. However, the stuff inside was so helpful that, they help us to find it back.
TinTin and me was together with me in the Disney world. I was very tough, because he always touch me tightly. Although, he is steel kinda slience, he still can’t receive my signal, he is still kinda slow~~ However, I really can sense that, he is changing himself. I really can sense that he is very happy in these few days.I really hope that he can keep on with positive thinking can become more care of other people feeling. I hope that he can understand other people needs before they make the request.
Today Tintin’s parents pay the ticket fee for me, I really feel embarrassed. This make me think of my family. My father is still working very hard. Although he is really very old now. My mother is washing cloths for our family everyday. They have done all the harsh work in this world. They are really devolted parents. They really love me. ….All of this remind me that my family background have a great difference to Tintin’s family. I really can’t adopt to such a family. This is not to say that I don’t like their life style. But simply because…..
I really feel kinda tired now, o…. I think I needa go to sleep la. God bless everyone.
I am very happy here, I am now staying in TinTin’s house. I am now living with tintin’s family, they all treat with hospitality. I really enjoy staying here ^^ There are also many lovely doggy here. I like it! Also here the enviroment is kinda quite. It has been a long time since I seem tintin last time. It seem that he became kinda quite and not that rude compare to before. I can also feel that he really has a heart to make change to himself. e.g he has change his bad habit a little bit, and always talk and take care of me. ^^ I really hope that, God can bless our love.
Wo, the final exam is coming though, anyway I won’t worry about it. Because, first, tintin will help to study. Second, I am really putting my whole heart to prepare, so I should have no worry la hehe. Anyway, I am gonna to Disney land with TinTin family today, enjoy. Everyday is a happy day.
Merry Christmas everybody~~~ I’m in Hong Kong now, what a great feeling here, and I think I can bring a very hurge surprise to Tintin. Because I’ll suddenly appear at the airport when he is arrived.^^ Feeling so good~~
Just now a brother, named John ShouWei , and I went to Tsim Sha Zhui. There are beautiful and colourful decoration surrouding the main city.Also I can see Choirs’ singing and orchestra playing their instruments……All of these work in harmony with the wonderful Christmas atmosphere. I really can’t stop thinking of the marvelous sign I have seem. I just want to say " I love Hong Kong". ^^ I’ll stay at John’s house tonight.
Ok,so much for today~~~ I hope to share more after I have finished my Christmas holidays in Hong Kong~~~~
下午我同敏仪去买了圣诞节的礼物，很特别的礼物哦~~ 暂时不能透露。
今晚是个特别的晚上。7点去了电视主持人培训班的结业礼，拿了一个结业证书。接着，我慢慢地走回去，但是有一种特别的感觉将我拉到兴安超市的三楼，去了xx餐厅（呵呵，时常忘记那个餐厅的名字）。看到餐厅内人头涌涌，我才突然想起今晚有一个晚会。
我在晚会上看到一些在北极光歌唱比赛认识的朋友，第一次去那个餐厅气氛还不错，有一个小小的阅读空间，设计得很有情调。晚会上有band show、国际舞蹈和唱歌等节目。我看了一阵子便在书桌上看书。晚会到十点半左右结束。回家的路上，我的耳朵一直回响华兴（北极光歌手之一）的声音，他刚才告诉我，他同他的女朋友认识了十年、拍拖一年。我感到很不可思议，很甜蜜的一对情侣^^。
明天就要去香港了，心情很特别~~~ 自己一个人去香港，很特别，感觉就像自己一个人到澳门一样，就像自己一个人到Kajang的地铁站……天天已经很久没有联系我了，发生什么事，是他坐飞机回来了吗？很想知道……
今天我同一班朋友在宿舍楼下吃我煮的汤圆，虽然不是很多人来一起吃，不过我们很享受在冷天双手握着热滚滚的杯子，呼出那一阵白色，真是非常享受。^^
图解：去参加学生会的礼仪招待，代表校园大使部门。很兴奋，第一次穿这套旗袍~~~~
好不容易可以上网，我今天满脑子都是“Don’t Cry”的歌词，可能是中毒太深了，久久忘不了那首歌。读书真的很闷，有时候太累了会想找人出去走走。但是我想这是行不通的，因为还没有读完，而且在大家都非常努力读书的时候是不可能陪我到处走走的。哎……只能够好好努力了~~~~
今天看到“西关大少”里的玉卿生孩子很辛苦，我很害怕，虽然想这些东西还很早，但是这件事让我想起妈妈的痛苦及伟大。希望妈妈看到我的这番话不要太感动，我会继续努力考完试。虽然暂时不能回家，但是还是很惦记家里的。愿平安。
